I started off as if any other week, a hermit in my home with no wants to enjoy the outside world. Then in a moments whisper I found myself looking into the eyes of someone who seemed to catch my world in a second. I could tell exactly what he was thinking and I could feel his eyes pierce my soul. I never had this feeling before, a feeling of curiousity, a feeling of want, a feeling of nervousness, and yet a feeling of comfort. Overwhelmed I still am trying to sort my feelings. I wish I could have all the answers. The only difficult part in this situation is that he himself is not single. It breaks my heart because I know he is honest and true. Yet all of me wishes this was not the case. As I hope for a single beam of hope to shine through it seems unlikely that this will ever happen. I may just sit to wallow in my tears drowning me from any hope that I have finally found Mr. Right.
